ELENA's First Party

BLACK AND ORANGE

with the HOST's




r-l: Elena, aka Jon, sue
pic on right With there MOMMY'S

i see those who Love me and who i love and i feel fake CUZ i act OK and try to feel OK but i not inside and i just have to work through me feeling but it been hard i just like to be in the small dark space at times but i have not been doing much of anything i jut don't feel up to it i just want to be alone where i know it safe

although i have been blessed and i think of you everyday as well and know that you are SO HAPPY BEING A FAMILY and that helps too

this just came to mind and i will share!!

my hope is in the lord. more and more i will set me hope in the lord. i know that what ever the future may hold it will hold more and more through our lord. It cannot but be Glad and full of JOY. so in Heaven or and on earth where ever you may be, my way must be truly one of delight.

i will not try to find answers to the mysteries of the world, learn to know the lord and in that Knowledge i will have all the answers i need here. so when i see him face to face in that purely spiritual world i will find no need to speak. because there again all my answers will be in the lord and me.

Remember our lord is the answer in all man's time of need about our father and his lows. Know no theology just know our lord. IF MAN does not know our lord all his EXPLANATIONS will fall on an unresponsive heart.

so i trust in the lord and working on that relationship

that i have but that i am building stronger through these experiences of 2008

AGAIN THANK YOU

for all your time and sharing your

JOYS and experiences as a family!

love

Marisol